I miss your smile, your laugh, your weird stare (especially when you’re clueless lol) with your little, tiny red, stressed eyes, your hug, your voice, your stories, that childish, evil smirk of yours, all the panglalait and crazy stuff we used to talk about & (simply) do, your scream, your hospitality & thoughtfulness, your advises, the way you tease, your playlist, the gayness of how you sing those 90’s & early year 2000-heart-breaking-bitter songs, the way you drive your ever-loving car with the window in the ceiling telling you nonstop how it looks like a scene from Jurassic Park, the way you get mad when something is unjust, your friendship, your love for your family & God… All the imperfections, I miss everything about you.
I miss you.
Sadly, I feel betrayed by your ignorance.
You’re pushing me away…
Drifting apart from each other…
Socially disconnected or withdrawn.
I’m not apathetic, I can feel that. And it hurts so bad.
Now I don’t know if you’re still my friend… or you never consider me one. Ever.
Will this be “good-bye”? I don’t know.
I’ll just pray to the Lord, Our God for your safety & all the best.